hear me, i'm ready now

so today was my worship team audition.
nothing has felt so good in a long time.

to be in a place where people actually aren't bothered when you really belt it out, not to fear angry neighbors knocking on your door asking you to please be quiet, to remember what my voice can actually do, to put my hands around a microphone once again...

i'd forgotten how it feels.
i don't want to forget again.

this is where i'm supposed to be.